I'm glad to hear we came across this site in a similar way. I typed into google, "is cocaine going to kill me" and I found this site (along with various different ways to die from cocaine usage, that I had no idea about.). I signed up about 6 hours ago and I haven't done a line since. Let March 15, 2013 be our first day of sobriety! Best of luck to you and fingers crossed. We can do this!