Originally Posted by
dreamuplife I'll have a wonderful Saturday, where I'll go and see one of my favorite bands.
Do you have confidence that you can go to a concert on Saturday and not use or drink? If so then go for it. If not, then once again this is something you might want to avoid. I hate to sound like the old guy who doesn't understand - but trust me, I do. When you rid yourself of this stuff you have to rethink what the word "fun" means and usually in the beginning that means learning to enjoy sober moments. Again I'm on your side! Just want to help, and this is just my advice in speaking from my own experience. Since you are here in the first place that shows you've got the right thinking - but you did also say you were high when you wrote this and I assume you still might be awake at 6am because you've been up all night using. Making decisions about your life with a sober mind is a more effective way to go about starting the process!