Rob,
i have this question for you that keeps coming up in my mind for quite a while now, and i don't know where to put it (if there's a more appropriate thread, please can you direct me to it): re the AA HP, you're saying yours is internal, and it's all an inside job.
so my confusion is around the "inside/internal" part, since my understanding was/is that HP is supposed to be exactly NOT internal, but something bigger/not you/outside of yourself. (and i'm not talking about "supernatural" here.)
any clarification i'd greatly appreciate.
what am i missing or misunderstanding here?