Thank you Both! I know I deserve better too but I don't think I have it in me to do it for ME....If it weren't for my kids I think I would just keep on living like I am. Alcohol has become so much apart of my life I don't know what I am going to do without it. And it is hard that my partner won't stop . That damn bottle of Vodka stares me in the face all night long. If I didn't have it in the house I don't think it would be as hard. I am admitting that I have a problem with it...he is not. I am so mad at myself for those drinks last night...I couldn't even last a week