Thanks for the AVRT suggestion. I love discovering something new, so I am checking that out.
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Notice that you feel both ways about quitting.
This is the meaning of the word, "addiction."
On one hand you want to quit.
But on the other hand,
you would like to continue
drinking or drugging
as much as you want.
Forever.
You are ambivalent,
feeling both ways.
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But it isn't clear to me from reading the site that they actually have meetings.
Peace,
_jay