Welcome biggirl...
whew, you must be exhausted, that is a huge burden you are carrying...
you can tell us anything, we've seen and heard a fair amount.
congrats on day 2 and wanting to stop destroying your life.
stick with us and i hope you feel better tomorrow...i can guarantee you, that you will feel better physically, just from less inflammation....alcohol will wreak havoc and cause all kinds of problems physically.
you can be honest with your doctor and get some sound advice and hopefully peace of mind about your health, or help. that is a huge amount of vodka you have been ingesting.