Originally Posted by
AnvilheadII 
ok, but same thing....why the reunion? why do you keep choosing HIM over and over? knowing what you know? what did you expect to be different THIS TIME?
I don't know. It doesn't make logical sense. I just had hope that God would heal him and that we could live the life I had envisioned when we first got married. I do love him. He became addicted to oxy a little over a year after we got married. He's on methadone now and as much as I personally am against it, I wanted to give this treatment a chance. But, it's not working, or he's not trying hard enough, or else he wouldn't be smoking pot.
I just don't understand why he can't just stop. Other addicts recover and live sober lives. He won't even try. He goes to group meetings at the methadone clinic and he says that's enough. But, it's not.