Thankyou and hugs. It is so good to be back here. Honestly It has been too long.
Anyhow I had a talk with my son. For now i am believing that the stuff really wasn't his...He told me what the father uses the spoon for..that it really was the fathers stuff. This "is" hard. mustered up the courage and told him he has to go..regardless of how he is inserting it...His behavior shows me different.
Well then he started crying, and telling me about "Can't you see how hard I am trying so hard to get my life back together,with working and I am not shooting Heroin!" All I can say for now is;
I lost my toughness.