*sigh* I need to take my own advice *deep breath* *saying out loud: "I can do this. I am worth it."*
I woke up with no job. I tallied one more day on my mirror in dry erase marker. 31 days. They are right. It gets easier to stay sober. EasiER, not easy.
I feel this fear and this anger in the back of my mind. A nostalgia for self pity is creeping in.
F*** OFF self pity.
I don't need you! I need to stay strong and start my life. I WILL stay strong and start my life. I took most of yesterday just calming down. And my boyfriend and I spent the night talking and cuddling. <3 He is amazing.
Today I need action:
Resume
Job Hunt
Taxes
I need to do these things. Saving too. I need to save. Well. Wish me luck. Here I go.
