thank you Hannah, that is such an amazing post. you make me feel way better and made me feel stronger!
yes, that is true: we can do whatever we want. Ive got so many plans and dreams, i want to do all of them. my xabf said that he worry that i will move abroad. well i will cos theres so many countries and cultures i want to experience!
I know the situation is pretty ironic. yesterday i just kept crying all day lond and i called for my friend, she invited me for tea. then i was just telling her how bad i feel and at some point i just listened to what i said and i thought that i dont even know why i miss him! he treated me really bad in past couple months. ignoring me, calling me names, lying on daily basic. he break my trust! i dont know why but i do feel like i havent done enought to save the relationship tho i know i did! theres so many opposit thoughts at same time in my head its unbelievable. but lately i just started to think theres really nothing i should miss...