dont know what to do
i dont know how anyone stops drinking, i always said ill stop if it makes me ill, (how stupid is that alone, i was getting arrested and jail and court fines, but if i get ill i will stop)
i cant stop
today ive not had a drink, ive had liver ache for ages now, a small burning proding feeling in right side under my ribs
i was sweating like mad all night in bed, soaking,
i still feel like having a drink now because i feel so ****, but i dont want to die of liver faliure
why cant i stop??
last drink about 11pm last night (uk time)
last blood tests were ok but i had liver pain then, it went away the two months i stopped everything, drink smoking etc
it came back nearly instantly
its not crippling pain its just a pain i can feel slightly
but it jabs sometimes, and pricks, as though ive got a prickly rash or something
if i push hard with my hand i can feel the pain slightly more
dave