So as you're experiencing that -- what are you feeling? Numbness? Love? Peace? Complacency? How do you describe it?
Curious because I am thinking about my reactions when my husband uses and how I withdraw -- and then after the binge, I wanna get reconnected and close again, but just like that I could be back there in the nightmare of another binge.
Gotta learn how I let him do what he's gonna do while taking care of myself and not feeling dissociated. I love my husband and he happens to be sick.
How do you reconcile that? Maybe you're wondering the same...?