LMN,
Glad you are sorting things out.It is only natural to try and control the things we
actually CAN control when things are veering the wrong way.
I have learned alot on this journey.It's easy to think (based on the outcome)
that it was all for naught.But no learning is valueless.
I still would like to believe that God heard all of my prayers....even if the answer
was "no".