Just read the article, me. He sounds like a lovely man. The article, brought tear to my eye, you can tell how much he was loved by all. You must feel so proud of him as he does you. Well done for getting through things (sober, job etc) at this trying time. I lost all motivation after my dad (Brian!!) died and got stuck in my grief. I've learned we all handle/cope with grief differently. Just have to do what works for you. I too am here, if you need to chat. Thinking of you x