serenity9

I am at home all alone feeling exactly like you. No one to hold me accountable except - my ANTABUSE! I asked my doc for a prescription of this stuff because it makes you severely ill when you drink. Therefore, less battling in the brain about it. Instead of jumping in the drink, I'm going to the gym. The gym is the only place where I experience absolutely no triggers. You might try out either or both of those options. And keep a journal. I just started one and it helps. I also bought a book about Jane Velez Mitchell's road to recovery from alcohol. And I found this site because I was searching for reasons to stay sober today. Thanks to all for sharing and let's stay sober! There are more reasons to stay sober than to drink. For me, I'd rather be a skinny sober person than a fat drunk person. It's all about my health. I want to get married and look good in my wedding dress. I want to be healthy when I get pregnant. The list goes on and on. Thanks for sharing everyone!