Day 2 Here, feels REALLY good. Each time feels better, getting back in that groove of no anxiety about how it might be altered in my behavior even the day after, or worrying about where the next day might go if the stuff takes control.
Bounced, like you said, it's a subtle multi-step process these relapsing - need to cut the urges and pre-urges off at the onset--talking to myself here!
Dee - yes, going to set up some fun distractions with kids and not have any supply around next time they are with me. Whenever there is a supply, that AV and those pre-urges just pull me involuntarily over to the fridge or the cabinet.
Great day to all!