Originally Posted by
newhope01 
... and am seriously considering drinking again. I don't want to and I keep telling myself that. I keep trying to remind myself that the urge will pass but right now I feel like I am slipping. I believe that if I keep working on my sobriety and what AA has taught me so far that I can remain sober. But, right now... its really hard. Night time has always been super hard for me and I did not anticipate my class being cancelled so Im all alone in this house with a lot of free time. No one is here to call me on my drinking but myself and my resolve is weak.
I feel a little pathetic right now, but I think thats just my limbic brain telling me to go drink.
The only way I got to day 11 was AA meetings and on here so u have came to the right place stay strong day 3 is bloody hard the power behind the drink is insane but if I can do it any one can haha stay strong and just keep thinking u r worth everything good cause u r keep on here they r great x