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Hi not really sure what to write have read alot of helpful posts on here that have given me hope I havent had a drink since Saturday and as you can tell at 4.17am in the morning Im not sleeping. I was tempted to call at the shop and get a bottle of wine but convinced myself I didnt need it which made me feel better about myself.
I have made an appointment to see my doctor but that isnt until monday 4th so just taking it slowly as I have read the advice about not giving up without a doctors support but the time feels right for me so trying to go with it.
The reason I have decided to do this now is that my grandfather and my mother were both alcoholics and I can see myself on a very slippery slope ended up like them and I cant stand the thought of my children being as ashamed of me as I was my mother.
Thanks for listening