Newhope, I know how you feel, I'm on day 1! I live alone and have no one to call me on it either. Nights are incredibly hard for me. It's like, as soon as the sun goes down, my mind starts yelling for me to drink. Hang in there, just make it through the night. Just worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. I'll do the same...
I know I'll be grateful in the morning - Im sure you will too