Originally Posted by
Midlifecrisis 
Surely there is a time and place for a therapeutic dose of something that makes you not want to die very second of the day? I'm determined to stay away from all other substances and get to the bottom of why I've hurt myself for so long
MLC, I haven't kept track of this entire thread but I know some of the challenges you're facing...
I think you're doing the right thing. I used something similar, and was off it within a few weeks and haven't had a drink for almost three months. Just be mindful of it.