Originally Posted by
JasonBasin 
Thanks so much for the replies! Scott that is the closest I have come to genuine tears..I am not sure I could look into my daughters eyes as an alcoholic...but I do as liar everyday.
J.
That's what did it for me finally too. I was not a falling down morning til night drunk, but I drank plenty from 5pm onward. Too many nights falling asleep while reading a book to one of my kids and having my wife come in and find me snoring with a half finished book in one of my kids hands.
I wish you the best - i'm not an AA person but I know it helps a lot of people - same for all the other recovery programs. The key to all of them is to decide to do it and make the committment.