Had relapse after 5 months
Feeling very bad, had a drink yesterday ended up with husband taking my daughter away to his mums, me wanting to go to my dads who i hate, he took my purse and locked me in the house calling my boss who is the only person i listen to and ended up sleeping at there house they said i was too unstable to be my own, home now but feeling like death, never want to drink hate feeling like this why do we do it, its horrible scared my daughter to death will i be able to repair what i have done, have sent text asking to come home.