Originally Posted by wino1234

Hey ..precious.....yes I've been to two meetings...but this is since November. I really have to make it a priority. I went to speaker meetings but I think I should go to a beginners meeting....I guess I'm uncomfortable. You are right about the alcohol making me fearful....I never was before I became a heavy drinking. It made me moody..grumpy...fearful..lonely, isolated..a liar.... I can go on....I am on day two.. feeling better than yesterday...in a house full of alcohol BC I'm house/ dog sitting...I don't even want it. One more day and I'll b home. Thank you all so much. Its nice not to feel alone. Non alcoholics really don't understand