Originally Posted by
wino1234 
This is so embarrassing.. back to day one! This disease is frightening. Spoke to my girlfriend. I think I need to see a therapist. I don't want to drink anymore. Its taking so much from my life. Thinking of a new name in place of wino....at gym now
.trying to feel better. So depressed
Was just there 1234. First few days are beyond hard.
I do agree you should change your name to something fun, or to something that portrays the real u, not your disease or your behavior from the disease.