Saskia I am sorry to hear your labs weren't ideal. I'm glad they weren't awful though. And they may be just where they need to be for you right now. I feel like the AV would jump all over normal results telling you that you are fine and can drink. This is a very objective piece of evidence that shows you have to keep up your motivation for sobriety. You can do it. I thought of you this weekend when we installed some shelves in one of our closets by the way. Gotta love organization! It gave us so much more storage!