Thanks all. I definitely have the desire to quit. Been trying on my own the past few months with only limited success...
Things came to a head this past weekend... What kind of a-hole decides to go on a bender during his Kids' 3 day soccer tournament? I didn't get in trouble or do anything stupid (aside from watch the games drunk), but my wife is at her wits end... Big argument when she confronted me about it when we got home... I could lose everything that means anything...
Thanks again for the info.