Today I was so anxious about my divorce hearing - I wanted a drink SOOOOOO bad! This has been going on for nearly a year. Today was the 1st time I went to court, SOBER. Yes the other times I would have a few drinks to calm my nerves. (yea I know another excuse - I've got tons of them!)
But today as scary & crappy as it was & as much as something kept saying man I could use a drink before this. I had my Diet Mt Dew & faced it.
... and only to get another court date
