Thank you and I am going to get help. My sister is recovering from Adderall addiction and has said that the quantities I am taking basically make it the same thing. I found out this stuff is used to make meth...so I guess I am a stimulant addict. (A meth addict waiting to happen) but this really sucks and I want to stop. I've stopped and started up again. I've spent money I don't have on this stuff. I can't believe it, but I am an addict. Thank you all for your input. I'm just nervous to go to NA...maybe they will think it's dumb that I got addicted to a drug that most people don't find to be a problem...I know people stuggle with way worse things than this...