there's got to be more
on thursday it will be six months since my last drink. but right now i feel like it will be the first day i'll drink again. i am an alcoholic and bi-polar and an excitement junky. since i quit drinking all i find to do is work, eat, and sleep. my wife and i argue more now than we did when we drank. i am very bored and frustrated and not finding answers to show me why i am doing this as opposed to abandoning my wife and business. at least at the bar there's people to interact with that don't expect anything and you're not obligated to do anything or be there at any certain time and it's more amuzing than the TV.
anybody got some suggestions?