what a sweet message. Thank you so much. It means a lot to me that people like yourself understand. I am so sorry to hear that you had to battle some demons with alcohol. I was never temepted to trun to the bottle as i coudl see what it did to my ex. The alcohol has destroyed his soul. I do howver struggle with food addcition and comoft eat every time i feel unhappy. At 43 a single mother with a 3.5 year old little boy i have real issues with self esteem. The break up of the marriage hasnt helped and I feel totally worthless.