My lawyer emailed me my final decree one week after my D was final.. I had so many mixed emotions.. part of me was relieved that it was over and that I could start a new chapter of my life and part of me was really sad.. so sad that I fell into a state of depression where I wanted to sleep all the time.. I ended up going to my dr and asking her to give me some anti depressents to get me over the initial hump.. Its been eight weeks and I'm feeling much better.. I can now concentrate on the healing and grieving that I still need to do...