Yup this alcoholic is not only a quick forgetter but my disease tell's me that it was all good, and this time those bad things wont happen.. Thats what the insanity is about in the 2 step.. Not how insane my life was, but how it trys to tell me that it will be different this time..
In my beginnings I would slip up, and it wasnt cause of something bad either.. For me it was I couldnt handle things going to good.. I got to well to fast,and forgot.