I have found more support in these posts then anywhere. You all are amazing. I am so grateful google brought me all to you.
Tonight has been extremely hard. He has been texting and I am missing him. It hit me that I can't leave work and go be with him. It is going to be a huge struggle to keep strong and give us time apart. I know I am a strong person but I am definitely co dependent on him and that's not good at all.
Keep the advice coming. It has been what has kept me from picking up that phone to go see him tonight.