hmm
hello?
massive relapse no longer in denial tonight quit 4 years ago but now 2 years later im still making excuses I surrender to cocaine once again I quit smoking 8 years ago & started again & I quit drink 4 years ago but here I am again doind it again I havent drank since a month ago smoking im not ready but coke i need help i did it once alone but now i have so much **** in my life i have to deal with i cant let go of coke im sure that it effecys me different as it calms me down & makes me chilled im nnot a bad person on it its alcohol so i chose coke as i do it alone (yes i know thats bad but i cant stop this time is different) today the voice which argues with you in your head won! I though I would still in denial? someone just fix me for good !!!