Don't stop stopping. Keep moving. it gets better. you may still be lonely ( I am ) but honey, just think about how great you will feel waking up tomorrow. Its hell, but just keep going forward and pray, it really does help. Miracles happen and God will see you through, He loves you and wants you to be happy. Don't stop, just focus on today, you can always drink tomorrow. it works for me. Stay with us, we need you.