I think that maybe the question for you to ask yourself is not so much whether you are now, or will become an alcoholic, as to ask yourself just why you feel the need to go out, not to socialize, as you say, but just to get wasted. There are quite a few more engaging and less harmful ways to lead one's life than periodic self annihation of self. Perhaps something is troubling you, and perhaps some form of therapy might help find out first what that may be, and then just how to address it. This is just my opinion, based on self-experience, so may not apply to you at all; at any rate, all the best to you, and good luck--rick