A lot of young people drink like alcoholics in college and some leave that behavior behind them and some don't. I think the difference between someone whose and alcoholic and someone who just drinks too much is the mental obsession. Does the idea of never drinking again bother you? Is alcohol a big deal to you and your enjoyment in life? I hope your not an alcoholic but if you realize you might be, there is a solution, and there is hope. SR is definitly the right place to get your questions answered, welcome and good luck.