I apologize to everyone who responded to my post for taking so long to say thank you. I'm not looking to get on any medications but more to have a one on one conversation with someone who is knowledgeable about addictiction and can understand what I've been going through. Sounds like from all of your posts a therapist with addiction specialty might be what I need. Among other things, I think this person might be helpful in advising me how to talk to my son. There's so many things I would like to talk to him about but feel hesitant as his recovery is 10 months and still in the early stages . Thank you all for Sharon with me.