Hi Felix
I think, for me, stopping drinking was merely the first step...I had to do more than just not drink....
the rest of my life was a drinkers life...my mind was a drinkers mind...
I had to do a bit of work on changing that....building a new sober life, and discovering who new sober me was.
I think supports important in that process too - it's important to know you're not alone in this...
I know you'll find a lot of support, and a few ideas, here
congratulations on your 19 weeks - and welcome aboard
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