I have been discussing with my counsellor the possibility of taking Antabuse in a bid to deter me from relapsing.
On one hand I would like to try anything that will discourage me from drinking because I'm finding this hard on willpower alone. On the other hand I agree that it does not offer real 'freedom'. I want to have the power to say no because I don't want to drink and not because I fear the repercussions of drinking while on Antabuse.