every day you do not drink you will be grateful the next morning.
we have all been there and can relate to the guilt you feel over not being present for your family and children, friends, parents, the embarrassment and then when you drink again, you forget that part.
without sounding too preachy (i hate that for the new people), Alcohol will steal from you, make you depressed and feel craptastic. when you let it go, you open up a whole world of better possibilities both physically and mentally.
welcome.