Your line in the other thread about how you used to be able to drink at night with no effects the next day, but gradually your capacity kept going up and up and the ill effects came... that fits me to a 'T'. In the last year I was drinking so much at night I would wake up still drunk - and you know what a drunk wants...another drink.
That's no way to live. That's a way to die alone. I can't have it any more.