Hi Steelers18,
Welcome to Sober Recovery. So sorry that you are going through this it very glad you found the forum. There are awesome people here with so my experience, strength and hope to share.
Reading l the stickies at the top of the friends and family forum is a good place to start.
I know you feel like you can't leave right now, but in your shoes Inwould do everything in my power to get out of there. Find a room to rent somewhere, or someone to share with and get a part time job. Think of it like this, if the house had toxic gas in it you would find a place to go immediately, right?
~Hanna