more lost then before
i first joined two-ish months ago when i was using benzos and opiates. i'm an addict and alcoholic too although i had quit hard drugs and alcohol in 2008. recently i've been drinking at least two bottles of champagne every night. i was managing life while just using benzos and opiates, although my kidneys are ******, but the alcohol causes so much rapid damage to my life.
been seeing a great guy after a long period of being afraid of dudes. i like this guy more every day but i'm pushing him away with alcohol and drugs.