Originally Posted by Justfor1

So I recently gave the lead at a very large speaker meeting. I tried to keep my lead relatively short as I feel that after about 20+ minutes peoples interest & concentration start to go. Well after my lead everyone thanked me for my story & how good I was ect... Well it got me thinking. I loved giving the lead & being the center of everyones attention for 15+ minutes. At what point does "spreading the message" just begins to feed some alcoholics big ego? I want to give a lead again but this time at a bigger meeting. :rotfxko I've been sober 18+ months (minus a day) and I finally am beginning to see some of my character defects.