Originally Posted by quitforme79

Thanks guys, your responses are very helpful. Paul, I think grief is more of what I feel rather than sadness. When you said that it clicked inside my head. Last night I dreamt of the people I have lost whether due to my addiction, theirs or both. Indirectly or directly, it is loss none the less. I am proud of myself for doing this step honestly and thoroughly. I find comfort in knowing that I am on the right path.