773niki

Hi all,

I'm 101 days sober and very grateful to be here and alive for that matter!

I got a sponsor this time and I've been going to tons of meetings but I have a question.

I went to 90 meetings in 90 days successfully...and now I'm having a hard time going! It's really scaring me because I was so diligent for the first 3 months. Don't get me wrong, it's only been a week after my 90 and I've gone to 4 meetings...is that bad/a bad sign? Should I make myself go to more?

Also, I'm on step 4 with my sponsor and I do not have any idea why, but I've been procrastinating like crazy!!!! I don't feel fear or anxiety and I think about my resentments, but for some reason, putting them on paper is proving to be a difficult task.

Has anyone else had these experiences and would be willing to share some courses of action that worked for them?

Thanks so much!