He has shoulders that I lean onto on a daily basis. I was doing my evening prayers last night and thanking God for my sobriety, and I could feel my ego ever so gently and quietly trying to take credit. I then started to think about how I used to be there at the end - hopelessly drunk every minute of the day, days on end, ready to commit suicide, jobless, marriage on rocks, struggling in every part of my life, and then looking at where I am today. There is NO way that I did this. Having the Creator relieve me of the obsession is a miracle for me. I could not and still do not do this. So in taking that second step, I see the light and find that sweet release that I always dreamed of.
Wonderful reading.