Hi family man iam glad you are well and sober, I wish you the best of luck.
I hope you don't mind me giving my opinion but I would not do what you have done, you have worked 25 years for them and you have been sacked over 2 DUIs. I understand you having guilt around it and the whole going to any means stuff but to me self preservation has to balance with my sobriety. The world is a very tough place and sober or not we have to survive. Good luck. Hope your not offended by my opinion.