Originally Posted by
Kys 
Can I never go back to that life?
A handful of people can, most can't.
I'm of the opinion that those who try to go back, waste a lot of potentially good years in misery and ill health while trying.
Maybe I could learn to moderate. However, I'm not going to find out, I'm just not interested in the slightest, nor am I willing to risk my life and health over alcohol.
Those days are thankfully done.
The thoughts I have about trying to go back, I know that's my AV talking and I although I acknowledge it is there, I don't argue or entertain that voice.
I'm quite and that's it.